i'm thinking of ending things
Recently I watched a scary movie. It was a different type of scary. There wasn’t really any gore, no jump scares, nobody died. This movie...
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ayesha
Mar 24, 20203 min read
The sudden obliteration of expectation
You know the feeling. The last gasp you take before your life changes forever. Human nature is to resign ourselves to expectations we...
ayesha
Sep 19, 20192 min read
am i positive or toxic?
keep your head up! nobody can upset you without your permission. spread love not negativity! Where does the positivity start, and where...
ayesha
Aug 5, 20192 min read
Breaking News: stop comparing yourself to 'kids in africa'
They day after I cried myself to sleep I saw the gut wrenching headline. "Multiple people dead after a shooting at an El Paso shopping...
ayesha
Jun 25, 20192 min read
how starving myself made me fat
"I'm literally just not going to eat this weekend I don't wanna look bloated at homecoming." Whenever I see those posts reminiscing about...
ayesha
May 29, 20192 min read
A pleasure to have in class
The older I get the further I run from being a teacher's pet. I actually don't think there's anything wrong with teacher's pets. Being...
ayesha
May 8, 20192 min read
community college admissions
Everyday that the clock ticks down to the end of the school year another gray hair is plucked from my scalp. Watching my senior friends...
ayesha
Apr 7, 20191 min read
Am I going to hell?
Most of my friends are religious-including my best friend of three years! So I often find myself pondering how their relationship with...
ayesha
Apr 2, 20191 min read
watching someone else succeed
My whole life I have been surrounded by success. My family, my friends, the pang of jealousy in my heart is one that I know well. It has...
ayesha
Feb 24, 20191 min read
Rejection; it sucks
My life has always been go, go, go. Because whenever I stopped I was cradled in the grasp of debilitating depression. This is why...
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